Apostle Femi Lazarus Reveals Humble Prayer: "I Begged God Not to Use Me"

In a powerful and vulnerable reflection shared with his congregation and online audience, beloved Nigerian apostle and podcaster, Femi Lazarus, opened up about a profound moment of self-surrender early in his spiritual journey. The influential preacher, known for his insightful ministry and popular podcast "Wisdom for Dominion," revealed a time when he pleaded with God to bypass him for a friend he felt was more deserving.

A Heart of Service Over Spotlight

Recounting the story, Apostle Lazarus described a close friend who was facing difficult circumstances while living with a relative. Moved by compassion, Lazarus's immediate desire was not for personal ministry success, but for his friend's empowerment.

"There was a time I went on my knees and begged God never to use me, but to use my friend instead," Lazarus shared. "I felt he wasn’t being treated properly... I told God, 'I don’t have to be the Elijah. Just let me be like the bird that took care of the prophet.'"

This biblical reference to the ravens that fed the Prophet Elijah (1 Kings 17:4-6) underscores a profound lesson in supportive partnership over protagonism. While praying for the finances to help his friend, Lazarus's deeper prayer was that God would elevate the other man to greatness, positioning himself merely as a supportive vessel.

A Warning Against "Main-Character Syndrome"

Lazarus used this personal testimony to address a critical issue within faith communities and society at large: the temptation towards "main-character syndrome." He defined the true test of godly character as faithfully fulfilling one's purpose even when the recognition belongs to someone else.

"The true test of your love for God is seen when you are doing all you should do, yet the spotlight is not on you," he taught. He urged believers to actively seek out and champion those God is powerfully using in their generation, partnering with them through practical support and fervent prayer.

His message was a clear call to unity over envy: "Don’t join the enemy to pull one of your own down simply because the spotlight is on them."

A Call for Genuine Joy in Others' Success

Concluding his reflection, Apostle Lazarus emphasized the importance of guarding one's heart. He encouraged his listeners to cultivate a spirit of genuine celebration for the blessings and breakthroughs of others, even when they mirror one's own prayers and aspirations.

"Pray always for your heart," he urged. "Be genuinely happy when you see God do for others, and in others, what you are praying for."

This teaching from one of Nigeria's respected spiritual voices serves as a timely reminder of the virtues of humility, supportive partnership, and pure joy—foundational principles that continue to endear Apostle Femi Lazarus to a global audience seeking wisdom beyond the spotlight.